Sunday, January 28, 2018
Teacher Identity
I have been thinking about my identity beyond being a teacher. My entire life, I have emersed myself in my work. I have had a mantra that I will never have a job...I will have work, but it has to be rewarding beyond the financial end of it. I have to be fulfilled. I need to feel a connection to the work and feel like it is truly worth while...to me. From making pizzas to being a child therapist. From being a stock boy to being a teacher. My heart and soul was committed to the work. I become invested in the work to the point that it becomes my identity.
This leaves me...no identity?
I do things for fun, etc. beyond teaching or my investment in the education world. But- most of my free thought is so invested in the world of education, that in reality...it is who I am.
I am a teacher. It is not what I do. It is what I am.
Even as I sit here trying to list secondary identities in life for myself, they all tend to take a considerable back seat to being a teacher.
I write about teaching.
I present about teaching.
I consult about teaching.
I create about teaching.
Recently, I had a conversation about this with a friend. They noted that if I had kids of my own, then education would take a secondary role with my family being a priority.
I truly believe that they are right. But- I do not have kids of my own. My teacher- wife and I have decided a long time ago that our teaching world might be compromised with kids and we feel more than fulfilled with the kids that we teach.
On a strange note- I am under 5-years from retirememnt. What in the world will my identity become?
Be Mindful.
Peace.
Mark Levine
#MIndfulliteracy
@LevineWrites
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My identity is in being a teacher too, but why do you ever have to stop? Even if you leave formal teaching, you can continue to find ways to teach in the community. I don't ever plan to retire. I want to teach til I die. I have secretly asked God to let me die in the summer--about the end of July. I get my summer break, but the school has enough time to find a replacement. :)
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